ExplanationDazzling1's journey

I’ve been struggling in the job market lately, and it feels like I’m going through hell. Every interview seems like a test of my endurance, and I often leave feeling exhausted and frustrated. It’s as if the interviewers prefer to see me suffer rather than engage in a positive conversation. I’m losing hope with each passing day. Over the past two years, I’ve developed crippling anxiety and suicidal ideation, which makes this process even harder. I just want to find a job that allows me to support myself and eventually be with the love of my life, but right now, it feels impossible. I could really use some support and advice during this tough time.

I was laid off in March 2025 from my role as an Application Engineer, where I supported engineered-to-order fire pump systems. Despite having a B.S. in Mechanical Engineering and about 3 years of experience, getting back into the engineering field has proven to be a bigger challenge than I anticipated. Since the layoff, I've been proactive in building my skills by earning my Lean Six Sigma Green Belt and Professional Scrum Master certification, completing training in Primavera P6, and enhancing my knowledge in project management and data analysis. Currently, I’m working as a City Carrier Assistant for USPS, which I appreciate for the income, but my goal remains to return to engineering or a role that utilizes my engineering and project experience. I've been applying for various positions like Project Engineer, Application Engineer, and Project Controls Analyst, but I'm starting to wonder if I need to rethink my job search strategy. I would love to hear from engineers, recruiters, or hiring managers who have faced similar situations: what steps would you recommend I take next?

I've been really struggling in the job market as an engineer. This month, I applied to three positions and managed to land interviews for all of them, but unfortunately, I faced rejection each time. I even took a day off from my job at the post office to attend one of the interviews. During one interview, the interviewer was so impressed that they thought I was using AI to answer questions. I was taken aback by that but assured them I wasn't. They mentioned moving me to the next round with the regional sales manager, but then I was ghosted completely. I checked my application status and saw I was not selected, and despite reaching out for an update, I didn't get any response. It hit me hard, and I shed a few tears over it. But reflecting on it, I realized that getting three interviews in such a short time is a sign that I'm on the right track. I just need to keep refining my approach and applying more. The job market feels like a numbers game, and I'm determined to keep pushing forward. Tomorrow, I plan to use tools like Claude to help tailor my applications and apply to even more jobs. Additionally, I applied for a pre-apprenticeship program specifically for women, which is unpaid but offers valuable trade skills. I tested into the program and received an email for a physical assessment, which I'm grateful the post office allowed me to take another day off for. This program could significantly improve my chances of getting a job with the Illinois Department of Labor. I refuse to go back to school and take on more loans after my experience with my mechanical engineering degree. Instead, I'm pursuing this trade route, which only takes three months and offers certifications like OSHA 10 and First Aid/CPR. This is my Plan B if I can't find a job soon.